Beta Waves (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 27

Closing my eyes is my favorite thing to do

It's not that I'm lazy but I get to dream about you

If only I could still hold you near

This pain in my heart would disappear

You're only present in my wildest dreams

We're alive in a world where nothing is what it seems

I never knew that sleep could be so satisfying

The peace, the freedom is almost like I'm dying

But it happens in the best way that could exist

Because I get to see the one that I miss

Every night I get to smile

I get the chance to talk to you for a while

In reality, you're not even here with me

But that doesn't matter in my dreams

That's why being asleep is better than being awake

Touching things only my beta waves can create

I don't care if I only love a fantasy

I don't care if it contributes to my abnormality 

Because I'm happy that you're right in front of me

Even if I'm the only one who can see

I'm okay with living in a lie

As long as we never have to say goodbye

I can't let you go ever again

I don't think this heart would ever mend