Split Your Heart, Not Your Tongue

I can still feel you near But I can't touch you What such despair! I can't see you anymore And the tears blur my vision Can't figure out what all this is for I remember your smell But now your scent is gone And there's nothing left to tell I can still hear your voice It's in my head all the time But I'm forced to do without it, I don't have a choice I have the bitter taste of regret Just sitting there on my tongue But there's no going back, time is already set...

It was the day before and only if I'd known That it was the day before my disaster How funny it is when everything seems normal Then all of a sudden your whole life changes We're never really prepared for the day that alters us That way, we can't hold our breath Or stand our ground But it was the day before And God! It it took me down! There was fire and brimstone And coal and smoke I tried to hold my nose but it wasn't enough This day was written in my destiny  To make me who I am And I wouldn't take it back Because I would forfeit it all It was the day before And I wasn't ready for that fall! But goodness gracious I'm glad that I tumbled Because here I am to tell about it And I can say it all was worth it I needed to fall I needed to stumble  Disaster saved my life And I am still here because of that moment Thanks to the day before For being my worst component